Zero Dimension

Zero Dimension

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♥Welcome to e Zero Dimension,
♥Where life is simple n easily happy.
♥No more headaches n endless problem.
♥Far away frm e city area, closer to rural.
♥Feel e air n watch e sky ard.
♥Everyting is so different.
♥To the world of peace n harmony .
♥May all mine frez live happily in their own zero dimension.
♥All rights reserved.

Saturday, October 14, 2006

i hate mine life !!!!!!!!!!

Bad mood no mood foul mood. If u gt no business wif me, plz dun disturb me.

I dunno wad happen juz feeling so down, so many things have happen tis mth. I dunno wad 2 do nw. sometimes I feel tat wad I haf been doing 4 e past 19 yrs is all wrong. Everyting is so wrong, school , family , frez and work.

I dunno y I chose ngee ann as mine sch, I always hate boon lay becos mine uncle chose it 4 me, nt a choice of mine own. Dunno isit mine class juz sux or I am e 1 who sux. Juz cant get along wif mine class ppl special gals. Poly life is so slack but I feel so shrug n stress. Everydae go 2 sch sit in egarage n watch movie, surf net, chat on msn etc�� is much a waste of time. Dun know wad pat is planning e 2nd check pt is coming soon but he hasn��t tell me wad 2 do. I was brief on wad 2 do 4 mine IHP but e equipments r juz nt ready 4 me. E tags r all hafing e same id, I cant do anything abt it. All I was told is e wait. Wait n wait life goes on like tis I tink mine IHP gone.

Becos of tis IHP I cant work during e wkdaes, cos they wan us 2 be in sch everydae 9-5. but who will really go 2 sch like going 2 work. Cum on we r nt paid lor. Even during sch daes we can still work cos we may end sch early. Nw is like cant, work aft 5 we will end work late, e nxt dae kent wake up. N mine mum wants me 2 work. I dunno y, e $$ I earn I aso nv gib her. I work when I tink I nid 2 n when I nid $$. So whether I work anot does affect her, anw I nv ask extra $$ frm her aso.

I dunno shld I work 2dae anot, has been tis ting tat make me feel so sux up. Reb put me wif cb at yew tee. I dun like going lot1 cos I gt no str bus there. Nw ask me go yew tee I haf 2 take a bus transfer at cck 2 reach yew tee. Thus I nid 2 change 3 buses 2 reach there -.-, wtf lor. Y cant they put me somewhere closer or far but at least I gt str bus. I wan a transfer sooner or ltr. If nt I will juz quit I haf euff. Cb is so nt flexible, cant she understand I nid 2 go off early 2dae n nt ps her argh!! I dunno y frez nid 2 be so ji jiao de. If I work wif wen she will understand haiz. Is juz 1 dae n she is nt letting me go hell man. If she haf let me tok 2 reb tis wouldn��t haf happen. Stop taking mine business in ur own hand.

Maybe I dunno hw 2 communicate wif ppl bah. Communication is not the way we communicate wif ppl but e feedback. E feedback I gt is nt wad I wan, juz cant get mine msg thru. Maybe I shld be less helpful 2 prevent myself frm getting into deep shit. Pz sae I was rude 2 dean maybe I am, I dun rmb I dunno wad I am doing at tat time. Whenever I c dean mine mind will turn blank n will nt know wad 2 do. So nxt time I will nt do anyting, I will juz c her n walk away.

I really feel so tired facing all tis, maybe going back 2 e daes bef I start chasing css n mapling everydae will be better. At least in maple I can chose who n hw I wan 2 be. Wouldn��t nid 2 worry abt wad time I haf 2 reach hm, no nid 2 work 4 extra $$, hafing more peacefully time at hm.

Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 9:05 AM