Wednesday, June 25, 2008
TIRED ARGH
15 daes have passed.......
E world is still spinning but i stood rooted 2 e ground.
Struggling 2 move forward.
Frez or Foe i cant figure out.
Alerting 9hrs a dae drain mine energy away.
Classes @ nite burning mine cells.
I dunno wad i am doing
lost mine path somewhere someplace.
没有希望就不会有失望,没有失望就不会有绝望。
绝望往望是新生命的开始,可我何时才会绝望。
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 9:39 PM
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Empty
hai.. life is bck 2 normal. but e feeling is nv e same.
somehw feeling beri empty.
maybe time can heal, but hw long...
suan la. mine hp drop into toilet bowl spoilt liao argh !!!
piss off wif myself sian. nw no chance 2 buy new mp3 liao la. hp more impt to me
haiz.
wad a dae.
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 6:01 PM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Worst birthdae
is 3.30am. i cant slp, juz cant slp. everytime i close mine eyes mine stomach gets pain. mine whole body is aching. Mine grandmother juz passed away. We didnt knw hw she die, y she die, wad really happen.
Juz nice tml or i shld sae 2dae is mine 21th birthdae, the med staff told us she left us abt 5-7pm... wad am i doing tat time? packing? celebrating mine birthdae in office? when she left us all alone.
But thanks god mine son was wif her, we knw. he was all along beri quiet when all mine relatives, police n caretaker gathered at mine hse. Thanks notty, u r there wif her 2 her beri last breathe, even till her body becomes stiff u r still wif her. Thanks for accompanying her when we r away. luv ya.
Tink everyting is fated, it juz so nice tat mine dad is bz on thur. thus we gt 2 celebrate mine birthdae 1 dae eariler. n actually we plan 2 go 2 e nearby kopitiam 2 eat den can bring mine grandmother along, as her legs r weak. she cant walk beri long n far. but somehw, ytd morning mine parents woke us up n told us we r going 2 orchard for buffet. if all tis didnt happen maybe we could haf save her....
tings r running so fast frm e min i step into e hse, pitch dark. someting uncommon on a wkdae. den notty came 2 welcome us beri late, he even bump into me. mine dad hear e tap running n went 2 e kitchen. he saw mine grandmother laying there stiff n cold, i was told 2 call e ambulance n inform mine relatives. e med staffs came beri fast, n tried 2 save her. but she has alr left us.. her heart n lungs haf alr stop, there is nthing they can do. so e police came over n took over. mine relatives came gathering at mine hse while waiting for e doctor 2 cert her death, n e caretaker took her body bck.........
tink life will nv be e same again, but i will be bck in office on mon. nt going 4 class on fri gt 2 attend e funeral since it will be arrange at mine hse void deck. e nxt few daes will be hard n long. jie ying u gt 2 be strong n jia you. u r alr an adult!!!
till nw mine body still aches,n mine heart is shaking... aft so many daes of struggling wif mama, someting happen again, i nid a break. i am tired, all tis packing, shifting is making mine body numb. i tear till no tear.
Fear nt tml will be always a better dae.
R.I.P grandmother. i will miss u. so do mine dad, mum, sis n notty.
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 3:28 AM
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Senseless
"Real life stage"
Boss : Finish doing invoicing?
Me : Yes
Boss : Y nv inform me?
Me : Cos juz nw u nt ard
Boss : Wad e sales figure 2dae?
Me : Dunno?
Boss : How cum u dunno, u r e 1 doing e invoicing le.
Me : .....
Boss : Do until ma mu(numb)liao?
Me : YES...
Yes i work until beri tired, no passion, no feelings.
So wad if e bonus is high, e pay is low. e ppl ard is no comments. e work sux n boring.
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 6:33 PM
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Sun-ny Dae
tireddd... juz came bck frm mine grand's new place...
woke up @ 530am 2 purposly send maggy off.. so da pa nah.. =x..
yea she is going off 2 perth 4 hmm 6daes? since she is nt in sg i borrowed her harddrive 2 watch anim hee....
den went 2 mine grand's hse 2 wait for mine mum n ate lunch there.. mine fav yong tou fu weee...cos they r going 2 clean mine grand's new place. they r shifitng soon. tink by nxt mth bah... den i go kapo n help out lor hee..
clean e windows until mine hand beri tired haiz.. slpy n tired lol..
n nw mine mum rush me out for dinner ...
bb out for dinner ~~ tml gt 2 work BERI SIAN AR.....
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 6:48 PM
Get to know myself better
Yeah saw tis on ping's jie blog arr... hmm quite true but .....
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 6:07 PM
JieYing
Juzagal
Wad’sup
♥A normal gal living a normal life.
♥Been studying on programming guava
♥Strugging to stay float in e working environment.
♥Strive to get out of the roof.
♥Studying is a chores, so as the cert.
♥Under e roof of Aqua-Terror.
♥Welcome to the Zoo; 8:30am - 6pm wkdaes daily
♥Life is getting boring
♥Hoping for interesting stuffs to happen.
♥Bad tempered gal wanting to shutup
♥Want to wake up as a child.
Listed
♥A less stressful working environment
♥Get Degree
♥Learn driving
♥Build my own D.I.Y PC
♥Go Taiwan
♥A goal in life
♥Jo Jo to grow healthy n nt to bite me !!
♥Earth to move without Sun
♥Stop wad is happening
♥Forward n Rewind time
♥Disappear frm ATOES
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♥HuiMin
♥LiChing
♥LiPing
♥Maggy
♥Jesline
♥Eric
My dream Rig
Specification
Mother board - ASUS P6T Deluxe
CPU - Intel Core i7-940
Memory - Corsair TR3X6G1600C9 XMS3 Classic DDR3-1600MHz 6GB Kit
Cooler - V8
Power supply - Andyson MT8 AD-M800A2 800W PSU
Hard drive - Western Digital Caviar Black 1 TB, 32MB Cache for Storage
Optical drive - Samsung SATA 22X DVD Rewriter
Casing - Lian Li PC-A10
Graphic card - Sapphire 4870 1GB