Tuesday, September 30, 2008
New dimension
Hmm i found out tat i haf been blog alot nwadaes... Was reading my own blog.. i mean e past entries la.. Haf been a long way for me tis few yrs. Many changes... Frm a student to a working adult. N finally cross mine 21th birthdae. even thought it is nt a happy event, but i will always rmb tat dae.. Life is all abt e painful n e happy memories. e rest r nt impt.. but sometimes typing out in a blog n reading them years ltr... maybe e views of looking at tat ting may change, cos we grow thru exp.
Is raining heavily outside nw.. 2dae juz gt a tot. Abt fate. When e ting is ur is urs. nobody can take it away frm u unless u gave it up, however if tat ting is nt ur. n u fight to become urs. Tings may turn out nt wad u expected it will be. All it has gt 2 do wif fate.
Actually i gt alot of tings 2 blog but suddenly mine mind juz blank off.. maybe i am tired alr haiz..
I enjoy going for class but i hate assignments n exam... y do i like 2 study n yet hate e other part of it.. if i cant convince myself, i will confuse myself.
I am numb, dumb n stubborn. Maybe tat is e reason y some ppl feel it hard 2 tok or teach me...
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 11:06 PM
Mth end
Dam sian la.. sys kent use. dun feel like doing work le.. waiting for 5pm n off i go.. Go to sch.. aso sian haiz.
Mine so call grp wan 2 meet up on thur for assignment haiz.. y muz meet up sia. so sian work nt tired meh still muz fly all e way dwn 2 meet them.
Actually meet online better nah. no nid so mafan lor haiz... somemore thur will be dam bz cos nid 2 do accrual list. This mth de accrual long list le… TIRED!!!
5pm faster come argh...
dunno y tis few daes mine mum kip venting her angry on me hai. i dunno wad i do. but it seem like she always do tis la.. juz tat normally i becos i made her angry. But tis time i really dunno wad happen. Dunno feel like toking 2 her. Everytime tok aso quarrel 1. 2 daughters different treatment. I juz dun understand. Maybe I am jealous tat she gib more time 2 mine sis. But e blind aso can tell she dote her more….
Times up going off for kindergarten class bb
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 4:59 PM
Saturday, September 27, 2008
ID Combined Communication & Leadership Style Report
Sian different mood do different findings dunno wad to post lol.. 2dae's mood soso shld be ok 2 post bah...
Dimension Behaviour
Timing: Gradual
You consider matters very thoroughly, but may miss out on some opportunites.
Emphasis: Understate
You are calm and effective under pressure, yet you can be a little too low key.
Thinking: Lateral
You like making and following spontaneous associations.
Focus: Concept+
You see the big picture very clearly and may be somewhat dismissive of details.
Evaluation: Other
You are excellent at identifying difficulties in business but may be seen as a little critical.
Relationship: Initiate
You tend to take charge and lead the way, but you may not finish things off completely.
Perceptual System: Auditory+/Experiential+
Leadership Style: Planner/Analyser
Hmm nt beri true le 2dae. last time looks more accurate. all change onli e leadership style remains the same. So? does mean i am mean 2 be a planner or analyser?
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 11:58 PM
Memories r always sweet
Juz came frm mine grandparent's hse.. Family gathering. Is so rare to see every1 gather ard when it is nt neither chinese new year nor xmas. Mine mum side was a big family, wif 6 siblings. So it will be crowed when every1 gathered tgt.
Went to visit mine grandma at Tan tock seng straight aft class. She look pale laying on bed. Mine grandpa was looking angry n tired. Maybe becos of mine grandaunt la. Both of them haf been quarrelling since shifting. Has been so long tat mine grandpa tell stories abt us when we r young. Most of e stories r abt me la. Cos i stay wif them when I am young. Both of them doted me as well. They r actually afraid of me, wahaha cos I am e famous cry baby. Lol I bet nobody believe sia. Haha.
I dun let any tom, dick or harry to carry me, n cry a lot. I rmb whenever mine parents bring me to mine grandparent’s hse on sun nite or mon morning. I will always cry to go hm. N mine grandma haf 2 trick me so tat mine parents can leave e hse. Den e funny ting is when mine parents came to fetch me bck on fri nite on sat I dun wan 2 go hm again haha… so I cry whenever I go. Mine grandpa always like to make fun of me. Cos I am notty n cry baby hur. Den gib them a lot of trouble lor. Haha. Hearing them toking abt e past make me feel tat they r growing older as we grow up. N is our turn to take care of them. Like hw they use 2 spent their precious time taking care of me, making sure I eat mine meals, bring me out to playground, watch cartoons wif me when they haf better tings to do. I really thanks them tat they brought me up so well. E childhood tat they gib me was none but e best, even thought mine parents wasn’t wif me most of e time in mine childhood time. Memories r always sweet. Hw I wish I could continue hiding in their arms…
Anyway we r suppose to be celebrating mine grandpa birthdae 2dae. But I tink because mine grandma was admitted, we r nt suppose to celebrate or something like tis bah… So end up celebrating for e Oct babies lor.
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 10:57 PM
老爸给的名。。
我的:
內在想法
*腦筋比較保守死板,不容易變通
*外表溫訓文靜的樣子,但是外柔內剛型
*講求道理,對就是對、不對就是不對,不能容忍放水
*不喜歡冒險,喜歡安定有保障的生活
*吃軟不吃硬,只要對方態度放軟就會跟著心軟
外在行為
*喜歡以和為貴,不喜歡衝突場面
*對於他人的意見都會聽,學習新的事物也很認真
*態度溫和、好溝通
*生性樂觀比較沒有危機意識,習慣把煩惱留給明天
*由於個性很好,老中青三代都會很喜歡
財運分析
*天生財庫★★★★☆
*財庫袋平時沒有洞,但碰到親情壓力時,就會出現一個很大的洞漏光你的財
*賺錢速度中等,可以穩定的儲存財富,也會越滾越多
*花錢速度很慢,可以理性的去支配錢財,但最怕碰到親人有財難,容易被借走而拿不回來
*偏財運★★★☆☆ 天生偏財運還算可以,偶爾怡情小賭能賺點零用錢
感情分析
*初戀通常會傷得很重,而從此害怕再談戀愛
*重視對方的經濟、生活能力,才會對另一半放心
*無法忍受另一半的不忠,一旦被懷疑就無法原諒
*要交男友前會有一段比較長的觀察期,來測試對方是否真心
*婚後會沉浸在家庭生活中,用心經營家庭
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 8:18 AM
Listen to your heart....
I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.
Listen to your heart when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.
And there are voices that want to be heard.
So much to mention but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic, the beauty that's been when love was wilder than the wind.
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 7:36 AM
Friday, September 26, 2008
Please dun....
Mine grandma was admitted to hospital.... Mine mum juz told us actually can discharge but some other prob surface... Nw still checking..
If nthing wrong. 1am can discharge. Please let nthing happen. Mine grandpa birthdae is coming. Tml we r suppose 2 be celebrating his birthdae.
I am praying hard. Please dun let anyting happen.
Mine wound is still nt healed yet dun let it deeper..
PLEASE DUN...D:
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 11:09 PM
Thursday, September 25, 2008
2 years of leave
Mine lecturer ask us 2 take leave for 2 years. Haiz i dunno if i can really continue tat far since i am dam moody tis few daes.. Stress up in both work n study.
Hope i dun really disapper for 2years. If i really did, i am sry i cant share mine stories wif u anymore.
Anyway i gt mine letter liao but felt nthing. No happiness no nthing.. NUMB
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 7:40 PM
Disappointed
I am dissapointed by e person who feel i disappoint her. Tings haf change started wif e leaving person.
No longer share e common goal. No longer nid e encourge we gave.
Maybe u didnt change, maybe e person i knw isnt u. Somehw history will repeats itself no matter hw i change. No pt. Real tired.
Maybe nt u dunno me well, but i dunno u at all...
I really nid 2 let go....
I wan 2 let go n move on.
I will stop being kapo.
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 7:33 PM
Monday, September 22, 2008
tot for the dae..
Many tings r better left unsaid. Some tings i dun feel like saying. Some tings i cant said. Some tings i dunno hw 2 sae n explain. So it's better nt to sae.
Sometimes ting nid nt be said. Feel it wif ur heart. Understand it. U will knw wad is unsaid. Many a times. Words r trouble. Heart is feel. Mind is soul.
When our hearts r nt beating as one. How do we work as a team?
Hw do we kip in line when our heart isnt tgt ??
不想瞒你,可是怕你生气。
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 10:01 PM
牛奶牛奶没人买
Haiz so many tings kent buy... milk products haiz..
@M&M's,
@Snickers,
@Mento's yoghurt bottle,
@Dove choc,
@Oreo wafer sticks,
@Monmilk,
@Dutch Lady sterilised milk,
@Walls's all natural mango,
@Mini popper ice cream,
@Magunum ice cream,
@Moo sandwich ice cream,
@Mini cornetto n
@youcan ice cream.
All tis products frm china haf been recall. Please stop consuming tis products.
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 9:35 PM
Friday, September 19, 2008
Appreciate e ppl ard, appreciation cum frm e btm of e heart n actions nt juz toking.
i dun apprecìate e ppl ard n e tings tat i haf. tat y i am nt being loved.
≈Jieying≈
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 2:43 AM
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Slpy dae
2dae mine company celebrate e intergration of e 3 companies. Nthing much 2 comment.
I felt disappointed again 2dae.....
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 9:29 PM
Monday, September 15, 2008
Part time
Hmm tml will be starting mine BBA class, brand new start hur..
So tiring...
Heavy workload wif no satisfaction in finishing.
Maybe i am alr nt e jieying tat i am use to be when i 1st started on tis job.
Nw tis job is getting more n more boring.
Boring, no satisfaction n endless workload. Making everydae a drag.
Even working ot on sat doesn't end e pain.
I really wonder hw wear off i can be bef i finally surrender to tis job.
Waving the white flag is easy, but do i really wan 2 end it tis way.
Sch is starting lesser ot lesser time. workload is e same. All comes back 2 time management. But there is always a limit to wad i can do.
When a door front is closed, another window will be open somewhere.
Where is mine window?
Behide every darkness hidden e beatiful sunshine.
But i am getting too much sun light til mine eyes hurt.
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 8:03 PM
Monday, September 08, 2008
Wen's chalet
Wooo.. So tired la.. i shall start wif someting happy la. Cos i am moody nw ~~
Ok chalet was fun, alot of unplan stuffs haha.. Cos our birthdae gal kip changing mind >.<, so 1st dae we meet up n gather at e chalet.. wait for time to pass~~~
Den pei ping to go for her forensic science lecture, 1st part dun really understand la too chim. but 2nd part was interesting. Den we set off bck 2 chalet. Was tired alr cos i woke up too early in e morning. hai toopid me 4got to set off e alarm.
Ate some supper den we went 2 haf nite walk at e bench la. But i gt nite blindness le. Kent c clearly at nite, furthermore i nv bring glasses nah, so stepped into e mud while finding e way 2 e beach, end up muddy @.@ eeeeeeeee. Den head bck liao cos e gate is closing at 2am.
Went bck 2 slp TIRED ~~. Woke up ard 8 e nxt morning. Whole body aching, mine leg starts 2 ach badly. Went 2 wat mac breakfast. Den cycling, tink i haf gt them scare badly. Dun worry k. i will tc de. Saw 4 cute doggies in e park there, hw i hope tat mine notty can be like tat too.. But somehw mine hopes r too high. haiz....
Aft cycling we went bck 2 take a break n wash up. Den we went k-boxing.. Weeeeee... So long nv go kboxing le.. Cos e timing juz nt rite. Aft tat me n wen went bck 2 meet wif jes n wen's frez. Buy more food n set off e prepare for BBQ. BBQ is fun but hor y everytime we BBQ always rain de. ARGH!! Sian diao. Rain rain go away nv come when we r BBQ =P.
Plan e surprise cake for wen. But she is acting as wad i tink, hack care lol. Even when every1 was out of e rm wif lights off, she didnt even bother 2 knock on e nxt dr 2 find us. Juz like e Jiawen i knw haha. Settle off 2 catch Wall-E @ 2.10am. Dam early nah, so tired. Actually wan 2 play bowling 1st but too many ppl n e show is starting soon. So we juz hang out outside e Kbox. Feeling dam slpy alr.
So when we went in 2 wait for e show 2 start i started 2 slp. Den ping jie woke me up n sae e show start but actually didnt >.< So i continue 2 close n open mine eyes randomly 2 wait 4 e show e start. Den haf way through, i was too tired n wif e effect of e wine tat we drank aft e cake i am dozed off totally...
Walk a long way bck 2 e chalet. Too tired 2 move. Juz waiting for every1 2 settle dwn n slp.. Woke up @ 9 den start 2 pack quickly cos nid 2 check out at 10.30. Den eat bkfast nah. E waffle dam small can. But nt hungry cos e BBQ e previous was dam full. Went bck hm. TIRED !!! But had fun n enjoyed. Hope our birthdae gal feels e same too. All e best for her studies.
While i was walking hm wif mine heavy bag. Suddenly i gt tis feeling tat mine grandmother is sitting at e living rm waiting for me 2 be hm. But i knw tat will nv happen again. She will always do tis when i stay out.
2dae when i came bck frm work, mine blk void deck is hafing wake nw. Mine sis told us it was frm e unit two level dwn.
Someting r juz nt easy 2 get over wif. N i dun tink will ever get over wif it. E 100th dae is coming soon..
It raining cats n dogs nw.. tat y i am moody.
Life is getting harder.. Degree is coming up. tat is a long term...
E short term pain will be finishing up e adj for stk take by tis wk. i dunno hw i am going 2 do it, but i knw. If i cant really take it, i will drop mine letter again. I cant tink of any other ways. Mine boss juz cant be believe, wadever he saes is best treated as nt said. Nt to provide me wif more disappoiments.
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 9:15 PM
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Wad’sup
♥A normal gal living a normal life.
♥Been studying on programming guava
♥Strugging to stay float in e working environment.
♥Strive to get out of the roof.
♥Studying is a chores, so as the cert.
♥Under e roof of Aqua-Terror.
♥Welcome to the Zoo; 8:30am - 6pm wkdaes daily
♥Life is getting boring
♥Hoping for interesting stuffs to happen.
♥Bad tempered gal wanting to shutup
♥Want to wake up as a child.
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♥A less stressful working environment
♥Get Degree
♥Learn driving
♥Build my own D.I.Y PC
♥Go Taiwan
♥A goal in life
♥Jo Jo to grow healthy n nt to bite me !!
♥Earth to move without Sun
♥Stop wad is happening
♥Forward n Rewind time
♥Disappear frm ATOES
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Memory - Corsair TR3X6G1600C9 XMS3 Classic DDR3-1600MHz 6GB Kit
Cooler - V8
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