Zero Dimension

Zero Dimension

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♥Welcome to e Zero Dimension,
♥Where life is simple n easily happy.
♥No more headaches n endless problem.
♥Far away frm e city area, closer to rural.
♥Feel e air n watch e sky ard.
♥Everyting is so different.
♥To the world of peace n harmony .
♥May all mine frez live happily in their own zero dimension.
♥All rights reserved.

Sunday, November 09, 2008

Lesson learn

Ytd I juz had another class, tings r going harder. Assignments dateline r all so near. I dunno which 2 continue. Cant really focus. Too many to do. Almost had another argument. Nw I find it tiring to read emails. Shooting here n there. I dunno wad’s up. As the number of members increases, the work is harder to do. More conflicts more problems. 9 ppl in a grp too much to handle. Rite frm the start I knw part time studying isn’t easy. Is so !!!

Tut is nt like wad we used to had. Exercise in class where by we do written programming. New way of doing assignment using wiki. Which I find it totally useless. I haf always like to do tings in tech way. Less paper work. More freedom n time. But nw I find tat is getting tiring. Becos tech is making tings easy. We gt to do more to show we haf done researches. N some ppl juz piss me off. I juz dun understand, y do u nid someone’s student id even bef they start doing work? N u r using e source frm e text n we haf to search somewhere else? Tat is lot of teamwork. Human r selfish. I knw. I haf seem it many time.

All those simple sch life haf pass, even part time studies aso has it sides. Human juz like to make tings complicated. Nw I gt to do all e editings, all the junks tat they throw in. sometimes grp assignment juz drain me off. N I really wan some rest on wkends. Wkdaes haf to smile, act like nthing happen. Doing wad I am suppose to do. Watch out my steps. Is getting tiring. N getting worst. Lack of slp? Maybe I juz dun feel like continuing n yet I dun wan to let go. Cos I dunno wad will happen if I really let go. Kip tinking n tinking but is getting nwwhere.

N there is something e lecturer told us abt wad he heard over on radio, as time goes by, when humans interact too much, even love can becomes hate. Human itself is complex, hw abt e relationship? Making it more complex? Maybe wad wen sae is rite. I shall treat as nthing happen. Like kai yan’s case. Tings juz move on as time go by. We moved on when we graduate didn’t we. Even tot I really dunno y tings happen like tis but I am glad we moved on, moving forward is beri impt. We learn thru exp. Exp e lost, e pain, e joy n move on. Tis yr has been nt a gd yr for me. I will do a reflection when e year has finally comes to an end. Reflecting my mistakes helps me move on. Life is still far, gt to kip going on.

Feeling so irritated. Losing control of my temper n feelings. Aft listening to wen, suddenly I understood sometings. But in e meantime, I am still beri lost. Maybe cos too many tings happening at e same time I nid sometime to tink carefully abt it. Hw I am going to move on. But I knw I wan to move forward. I dun wan to be stuck here.

Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 3:47 PM