Zero Dimension

Zero Dimension

How much do u tink u knw abt me? Read on..

♥Welcome to e Zero Dimension,
♥Where life is simple n easily happy.
♥No more headaches n endless problem.
♥Far away frm e city area, closer to rural.
♥Feel e air n watch e sky ard.
♥Everyting is so different.
♥To the world of peace n harmony .
♥May all mine frez live happily in their own zero dimension.
♥All rights reserved.

Monday, December 01, 2008

I am bck~~

Ha, juz came bck frm work nt long ago... Actually was tinking of oting.. but didn’t feel like staying bck. Gt lots of work to do. Hai. Seem endless n pointless too. Everyone is rushing. I dunno y? tink I piss e L queen of juz nw. cos she kip rushing to finish e ridge shipment. Wan to send her goods out by tis wk. den the other two cutie pies wan me to finish e adj by sat aso. Everyting by tis wk. there is onli one me, hw many tings can I do at a time. Ask for help again? Sometimes is nt tat I dun wan 2 ask for help, but I dun wan 2 do double work. 1st gt to teach hw 2 do, den gt to prepare the stuffs for them n check e progress. Lastly check for mistakes. If I do myself I juz gt to report my progress, den can ask ppl to check for my mistake. So is a matter of choice…

Daily work seem easy but too of these unwanted n unneeded pressure n stress, no matter hw fast I do mine tings, it will get delay. People juz dun bother abt others, like tat L queen. Wan den wan, no nid to bother abt others.

Sometimes I feel no point in pushing myself so hard to get tings done. Maybe I shall juz let ppl complaint, maybe doing a job too well isn’t tat gd at all. Ppl wan more frm u when they tink u can do it. But e more they wan e harder I nid to push. But I gt my limits too. I gt exams coming n I dunno if I gt time to study.

I am alr beri disappointed wif e company alr. Was toking to ye zi juz nw. she was dam rite. E feeling of being cheated. U promise me tis n ask me to go along wif it. N den changed it. I am so angry tat dae tat I didn’t even wan 2 tok. I scare I may juz erupt n I dun wan 2 be disturbed. I am sry. Maybe sometimes I didn’t make tings clear n confuse ppl but I knw my temper. I knw I cant control my temper, so I nid to get silence. To calm myself, if nt I cant really do anyting. Nthing. Everytime I tok abt tis I get angry. Y muz they onli take action when some1 drop e letter. E promises they make make my heart cold. E nxt time I drop I will juz shut myslf off. No craps nthing will get in anymore, juz like nw.

Sometimes I feel tat I shall juz brush through life. Taking tings lightly. Dun be so responsible n serious. No one bother anyway. Who cares wad others r doing. Relationships can change anytime. No frez is always true. nt even family… y make life hard for myself? Y bother so much? Sometimes I hate myself for being so busybody. Kip quiet n do my stuff dun bother abt others. Life will still go on fine. I will learn. Learn to kip quiet. Control my temper. Maybe when I knw hw to kip quiet my temper wouldn’t show so much. Maybe maybe… nthing is forever.

天下没有不散的宴，没有永远的永远。

Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 7:07 PM