Friday, November 06, 2009

2009

2dae had some talks wif my boss. he said things tat shld nt be said n told me to kip quiet abt it. there are many ideas behide these talks. i juz gt this feeling tat it will affect me. but hw, why and when i am not sure off. i am in doubled. i will be miaing as the mth slip in and the activties increases without acknowledge...

therefore my reflection of the year is not to let ppl too close n continue letting time slipping through when i enjoy the contemporary peace sank in.

my nxt yr goal will be to visit harry potter park, finish my degree, change job if the opportunity comes and lastly getting my driving license.

End of the mth will be visiting it fair to renew contract n change my hp. plz let the hp price drop so i can save more for my harry potter park.

wad i type may not makes any sense therefore gdnite.

Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 11:31 PM

I dunno y i juz feel so stress up. Sch n work taking alot of my time. but at least i look forward to my driving lessons. One tat i would really control it in my hand.

there are things tat i am trying to understand n trying real hard nt to judge it bef understanding. but it may take forever to understand. thinking are complex. if human brain are simpler. would things haf been had easiler. nwadaes getting more n more bz. haf been doing reports for the whole week n not yet finish. there are so much to learn. so many things to grab but i let them slip through my hands. cos when tat happen i feel relieved.

sometimes i wish tat i would go by to my pri sch, whereby i normally spent time looking through the window at the stairs. i dunno wad i am looking for but when i let the time slip pass me. n someone awake me frm my daydreaming. things felt relieved. i haf nt had tis feeling for a long time.

i like to be left alone, away frm all the chaos, things shld be left simple, cos i am alone. I like the feeling of the peace. hope it will continue.



http://www.crimsonrain.com/2009/10/english-song-enya-o-come-o-come.html
i like tis song. e feeling of mystery n freedom. e sense that if i dare to do, nthing could stop me. i will upload the song when i am free.
Xiao Yin is drown in thoughts @ 11:18 PM